Bahagia itu Sederhana

7-5-2013

Hari ini hari terakhir gue fieldtrip di Jogja bareng angkatan, seneng sih, finally this crappy fieldtrip is over, tapi sedih juga, gatau kenapa, fieldtrip gue kali ini was truly a great escape from my activities, seneng aja rasanya bisa jadi diri gue sendiri lagi. Diri gue dimana gue Cuma anak kelas 2 SMA biasa, yang konyol, kurang bertanggung jawab and always laughing like a retard.

Jadi, hari ini gue nemuin makna sebenernya dari kata-kata “Bahagia itu Sederhana”. Jujur, gue gak terlalu banyak have fun dan main main kayak anak lainnya, karena ya.. my personality is just somehow a bit insecure and a bit anti-social. Bukan berarti gue emo atau punya personality disorder, but i just like the fact that i could think more clearly and be more true to myself when i’m alone.

Jadi hari ini, gue menemukan arti bahagia itu sederhana pertama kali sekitar jam 5.30 sore. Gue dan temen gue, Migo, lagi mau nge-gaul di angkringan pinggir jalan, pas banget lagi mendung, jadi.. kita minjem payung sama mas mas supir bus kita. Tapi sialnya, pas kita baru aja jalan, Tuhan numpahin air ber-ember ember dari langit, jadi gue sama Migo berteduh kan. Ditengah kelaparan kami, Tuhan juga memberikan secercah harapan berbentuk ibu-ibu yang jualan sate di pinggir jalan. Dengan semangat ’45 gue dan Migo langsung mesen 2 porsi yang harga satunya 15 ribu doang! Tadinya rencana makan di bus, tapi berhubung hujan tak bisa dikompromi, gue dan Migo makan sambil berdiri di tempat. Then.. the unbelievable happens.. SATENYA ENAK PARAH!! Sumpah ngalahin sate langganan gue di rumah..  gue makan kayak orang kesurupan dan akhirnya kekenyangan. Migo sampe harus bantuin gue makan sisa sate gue.

Bahagia itu.. Sederhana ternyata, dengan dapet sepiring sate panas yang murah+enak di pinggir jalan has made my entire day :D kayaknya gue musti belajar lagi mengerti kebahagiaan kebahagiaan kecil kayak gini. Kebahagiaan yang mungkin gak akan terulang 2 kali, tapi bakal keinget terus. Pasti.

Mask for those who's a mess inside

People live their lives... but... DO they?

Raise your hand if you’re one of those who want to be perfect, well, I definitely going to raise mine... Who don’t want to be? But of course the phrase “No one’s perfect” keep being inside of our mind and remind us that no one IS perfect.

But how about those who are over obsessed to be perfect? These kind of people would do anything just so they be looked perfect and good to everyone. Sort of scary actually, because the would do anything, even put on masks to cover their messy personality. They are always trapped in this endless cycle of being perfect. Every time a person look better than them, they improve themselves, even they’re not afraid to be a copycat and copy other’s style and abilities.

This over-obsessed behavior might be dangerous for them or even for their surroundings, because they’re arrogant. They always see that every one’s lower than them. They see that it’s only them who are able to do things. They underestimate person.

Most of people already consider them as a “perfect person” because they usually put on a very good mask for the “first impression” thing. They put on a very good disguise by telling good things about them.

But of course, again, no one is perfect, even sometimes they forgot to put on their mask and go out with their messy personality on. Maybe they feel perfect, but most people feel sorry for them. Are they really that desperate to do good? Or are they actually that bad in doing things with their own way? Are their “Box of Life” really that small and closed? How sad!

People put on masks... but remember, nothing’s better than the original, so just be yourself, you are beautiful when you think you are :)

No one’s perfect

That word is like… yeah, pretty common and usual… you hear that kinda thing like, I don’t know, everyday in your live? But anyway, that’s true… even someone that seem to be a perfect individual, actually, they have something bad on the other side… you just haven’t seen it